Seventeen years ago today was the first day of 10 years of hell.
So..........................
In honor of you Kirk,
Of the time you raped me in your dad's house,
Every time you hit me,
Every time you called me a fucking fat pig,
A fucking fat whore,
For the 10 years of daily hearing those words,
For the time you fucked around with my best friend and cost me her and her family,
For the times you strangled me when I was pregnant,
For the time you spit in my face,
For saying how cool it was to watch the doctor slice me open to get Tyler, and telling me how they should have done some lipo while they were in there,
For rolling over and going back to sleep when I told you I was in labor with Sydney - 3 times, and then being disgusted cause you had to get up cause you "knew they were just going to send me home anyhow" (not),
For when I was a week and 2 days overdue with Lyndsey, and I was visiting my mom in the hospital battling cancer and chemo, started contracting, calling you and telling you the hospital was admitting ME for labor - and you letting me know how "it better be real cause you and your brother had plans to go to the junkyard that day",
For when I was 7 months pregnant with Ryan, pulling me out of the house in a rage and throwing me up against the front of my house and holding me there by my neck - cause they finally started garnishing your wages after a whole fucking year for child support,
For every time you told me no one would ever want me because I was fat and had kids,
And for every time you grabbed my hair,
held my head,
and forced me to suck your dick -
In honor of you Kirk, just for being you........................
Tonight I'm giving Royce the Blow Job Of His Life. The one thing you begged me for. Head.
You know, it wasn't that I hated giving head, I hated giving it to you.
Its just SOOOO much hotter with a real man.
And I'm really,
really,
REALLY good at it now.
Really.
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