Feeling better. Which totally coincides with everything. I think I am officially in premenopause - I have started having only 3 day periods. Which is quite nice, but is definately a sign of change. Everything in its season I guess. I guess part of me just doesn't want to be old. But I have to say, its quite nice.

Doing ok with the diet. Doing no carb. Should see some results in a couple days.


Life is funny. Its better to not be too grounded, cause the floor is eventually always ripped out from under you. Better to live and love everyday I guess.


I've had the extreme pleasure of seeing what two people look like that I've built up in my mind for a long time. Those faceless people, that you put a beautiful face to in your head. The extreme pleasure of friending Royce's ex-fiance on MySpace. Yeah - weirdness. And his Muse. MySpace - the wonderful place that brings all of us together. Muse. I guess thats a good word for it. I'm trying to be a good, open-minded, loving person. But there is a little stab in my heart - with a big knife.


Michele is beautiful, Honey. Gotta love your taste in women. She is beautiful.


There is this little Jungle Fever picture that Barb just doesn't fit into.


Was that politically incorrect? Pardon the Fuck out of me.


Gotta go to a stupid CPR class. Gotta learn how to save people I guess. Can't work without it. Is it two rescue breaths to 5 compressions? Or wait, I think its like 20 compressions now.

Its been awhile. I'll let you know.



ANNIE, ANNIE !!! ARE YOU OK?