Violet, You're Turning Violet

So after being pumped full of fluids, going back to carbs, and not being careful for a couple of days I have managed to get back up to 180. Nine pounds. Its disgusting. Of course I did start my period yesterday, and therefore am much like the little blueberry girl on Willie Wonka. That may account for a few pounds. I hope.

Thinking about how sick I was is kind of freaking me out. I have never been that sick in my life. I have felt sicker, much. But being a nurse, and knowing what my labs meant, my body has never been that sick before. My kidneys could easily have started shutting down. It kind of freaks me out a little. I never realized my diet could do that to me. I've been very discouraged about losing weight since this. I need to snap out of it.

Starting blueberry girl week ( aka "Violet"), I sat down last night and ate 4 Little Debbies in a row. Yes 4. Violet needs to stop. Now I really feel like Violet.