So tomorrow we are moving. I'm working all night tonight, so will get home,pack, and move on no sleep. Its ok, its worth all of that and more. I can't believe that last night was the last night in my house. And after last night and what happened I am so ready to go. My crazy ass neighbor called the cops at 2:30 am because I had candles burning in my front yard. Can you even believe it? She is such a fucking nut. It turned into a shouting match at 3:30 am after the cops left. I've been trying to be spiritual, and forgiving, and letting go of bad energy, and have been very successful, but last night I lost it on her. Who the fuck does she think she is? They have a baby taken out of their filthy home, and the cops visit me for my candles. WTF???????? They basically told her that I can practive my religion just as freely as she can practice hers, if I wanted to burn candles and chant in my front yard that it is my constitutional right, that I am breaking no laws, and she shouldn't call them unless she is in danger. They told me to be the bigger person, not to antagonize her, but that I had the right to practice whatever religion I believed in, and to basically leave the mentally ill neighbor alone. I hate her. I'm trying not to. I really am. But I do.I am so glad I am moving. I never have to live next to her again, or smell her dirty house, or listen to her crazy religious outbursts. She is such a fucking nutcase. OMG.

You know, we do have a serial rapist/serial killer on the streets of Phoenix as we speak. Do you NOT think the cops have anything better to do?

The candles are staying there. I might just burn them again. Today.

Fuck her.

Okay. Deciding to be spiritual and rise above it.

Ommmmmmmmmm.........................(fingers in the om sign, sitting indian style, eyes closed)

Tomorrow - beautiful apartment, pine trees, clean air, cool air, new car, all new house stuff from Ikea, no more nasty neighbor. Peace. A new start.

I will miss my house. I can't believe I am actually leaving it. Can't sell it yet. Just can't. We'll see what happens.

Think Senator Highway. Goldwater Lake. Lynx Lake. 65 degrees.

Ommmmmmmmmmmm........................................