I took the girls to see the apartment yesterday. I think they liked it. They are very upset about moving. I know it will be better for everyone, but this house is the only home either one of them have ever known. And bad or good, it is their comfort zone. And Syd is all about her comfort zone. Lyndsey is alot harder to read. Very protective of her feelings. Never shows anything. But I can tell. She is less upset than Syd though, and Lyndsey will adapt. Thats just how she is. They went into a 3 bedroom and saw what theirs is going to look like. I think they are a little excited too. I hope. I know it will take time. And Tyler saw the outside of them. He wants to move somewhere more upscale. This is it buddy. I'm not going to make him share a room, and he is happy about that. And we will have cable and internet and everything. He said he will set my sound system up for me. Set everything up. I think Tyler actually wants to move to a place where everything works and is clean. He said he wants to. The two little ones know we are moving, but are both pretty easy to please. They say they want to move. Some moments I am excited, and others I am sad. But I am going.

Last week I was driving my mom's car and someone ran into us. Syd and Lynds were in the back seat and the guy plowed into Lyndsey's side. Just lost control of his car I guess. Everyone was fine, including Lyndsey. Not one scratch. But the car was pretty much totalled. And I was driving on a suspended lisence (hadn't paid speeding tickets). So now I have to go to court and get a whopping fine. Which I deserve. And worse, my mom has no car now. She is in the middle of dealing with the insurance. It was the other guy's fault. So I hope they help her get one. I'm sure she will be glad when I am not right behind her. When there is some distance. I feel like she hates me. Kirk helped her with the car. And he is helping her get another one I think. So that is nice of him. God knows all I do is cause her misery. I won't touch the next car.

I am in love with my I Phone. It has my music which I can take anywhere, a great phone with all the bells and whistles, internet at the touch of my finger. And tons of apps. Love it. Love love love it.

One week till LOST. Can't wait.

Happy early birthday Nikki. Did you know its a full moon the 29th? Very cool.

Heather - been thinking about you and Jessie. You are in my thoughts.

Peace out.