Luna

Two days ago was the Full Moon. And it was splendid. Beautiful.

For about a week I had been planning to do a spell this night, July 18th, for my house. I have been behind on my mortgage payment for a long time. Every since I quit County. Nine months to be exact. Yeah.

I desperately wanted to keep my house, but had gotten so far above my head I didn't know what to do. Last week I spoke with my mortgage people, who were surprisingly extremely nice, especially considering the circumstances and my delinquance. And they were encouraging me to apply for a loan modification. Where they put what you owe ($12,000.00 in my case) at the back of the loan and catch you up. Basically a miracle. I had tried this about November and found out I didn't qualify for it in about March. But now they were encouraging me to apply for it again.

I agreed. Was supposed to fax in some info, a letter of explanation, etc, etc, etc.

I thought I should do my spell first.

So Wednesday night, I went out in the yard, in full view of the Moon. And it was a spectacular sight. She was beautiful. Every time I have planned on a spell on the Full Moon, or a ritual, I often try and talk myself out of it, because I'm tired usually, but then when I see her I am so taken back by what I see in the sky that I can't help myself.

So I decided to do it. I made the spell up myself. Cast my circle. I can't really talk about it here, but I did everything the right way. It was a simple spell. With good intention, but a little lacking in faith and emotion. I did it anyhow. And did it right. And, once again, just let the magick "sit". Let it settle. Did it and then didn't worry about it.

I am learning not to doubt what I know in my heart.

I had work today, went out with a co-worker for a couple of drinks who needed to talk, and then she took me home. When I got home there was a Fed Ex envelope under my doormat. I opened it and it was a letter from my mortgage company telling me my loan modification had been approved, and all the documents needed were enclosed, all I had to do was sign them, notorize them, return them, and send a payment.

I'm in awe. Less than 48 hours later.

Thank you Spirit. Thank you Goddess.

Blessed Be.

Footnote: (Good energy in my whole periphery apparently)

Tyler has always been very skeptical of my beliefs. Even mocking them. I told him this evening what happened with the house and my spell. He has been looking for a job for about 6 months with no success. I swear I have driven him everywhere and back, him putting in at least 100 applications, everywhere from the theater to every fast food place around here, to no avail. No success. Tonight (after I talked to him about the spell and the Moon) he walked down to an indoor go-cart racing place, without me knowing. He told me he put his application in there, the guy interviewed him right there, said they needed lots of people, would hire him for sure, and that they would start him at $9.00 an hour. And its half a mile from the house.

Weird Energy Footnote:

On the way walking back home he told me a little piece of paper fell from the sky in front of him. It was the paper "fortune" from a fortune cookie. He picked it up. And I quote: "LUCK WILL VISIT YOU ON THE NEXT FULL MOON."

I swear on my Dad's grave. Unfuckingbelievable. I'm not making this up.

He's keeping it in his wallet. July 18th. We'll see.

Tomorrow is Summer Solstice. I will be celebrating.

Blessed Be.