Found a FASCINATING blog.
http://wishingdoesntmakeitso.blogspot.com/
Vera, this post is for you.
I saw your comment on that weird adventist site, went to your blog, and got totally sucked in. I so remember being where you are right now. I only found peace when I completely removed myself from all of them. I can so relate. I can't even express how much I can relate. And now I've found my way, I leave everyone else alone, but they still insist on trying to either save me or preach to me. I really just want to be left alone.
A few years ago, my whole spiritual world was destroyed. Everything I was ever taught or believed came crashing down. I have never been so lost. But the truth is worth it. It will happen.
Its so refreshing to see someone ask. To question. And to not be satisfied by stupid answers.
I can't imagine doing it with an "professional" adventist husband, adventist children, adventist family, and still be living in that toxic, suffocating fish bowl. We always referred to it as a fish bowl.
Its so weird that I would find you right now. Its amazing how energy works.
You are not alone Vera.
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Hey Barb!
Havent "talked" to you for a while... hope all is going well. I try to catch up on your blog when I can. (By the way.... who is your last link to SDA that you cut ties with.... if you feel like sharing.. if not, that's cool too). I was totally laughing about the post where Ryan said something about the dogs being gay... and then how you described your mom and the FLDS women baking their own bread... I don't know why it made me laugh... guess I just have a warped sense of humor sometimes. Talk to you later... Have a great week! Love ya! ~Steph~
Thanks for your kind words.
It's true that I find myself in a strange situation, but I'm trying to make the best of what I can't change. I wouldn't recommend this particular path to anyone else, but it's what I've got.
I am one of the regulars at Vera's blog. I'm subscribing to this blog as well.
Just droping by to say hi.
Brigno
http://brigno.tumblr.com
What energy?
I was referring to the energy when two perfect strangers who are going through similar situations find themselves brought together. Like Vera and me. Another name for it is focused energy. What you focus on becomes your reality. It really wasn't that hard of a concept anonymous.
I feel sorry for you if you don't understand it.
I'm thinking the "energy coming out of your ass comment' wasn't directed to me, I don't think I'm close-minded. But I couldn't tell. Can't tell if there is more than one anonymous here or not. Is it me? I'm kinda slow today.
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