So I posted. And it was just a bunch of mumbling bullshit. So it got erased. Sorry if anyone read it before I deleted it.

Having a bad day. More like a bad year. Need to make alot of changes. So not going to bitch, just going to change.

Got a lot of weight to lose. Getting obsessive about it. Have ballooned up to 182 as of yesterday. Has to change. Won't change if I don't obsess.

181 today. This will change fast. Stacey, it wasn't the actual surgery that made you lose weight, it was how it forced you to consume food, right? Why can't that work for me? If I just eat that way? Going to try it. I've had stomach flu lately, and not quite better, so that should help. One pound down, about 70 to go. I know, I've said that so many times before. I have to this time though.

I have a hungry boa constrictor. Gotta get Lucy some mice. This would be a bad thing if she wasn't just a baby. We probably wouldn't have so many stray cats though.

One of those days, where you just gotta get up, do it, and know things will get better.