So its 4 days into my ----- what shall I call it? I hate stereo-typical words - makes me feel like I'm in an AA meeting, and thats just creepy. Let's just say 4 days into - IT. And I'm ok. Yesterday was 72 hours, and as a nurse I know thats when everything starts to suck. But I don't feel so bad. I haven't given in, and don't plan to.

Am craving it a little. But today its ok.

And it is 5 days of low low carbs. I went to the gym at least 3 times last week, and have been doing the no carb thing, and I have lost 10 pounds. We'll see what I am when I wake up today. I even had a huge steak yesterday, and I was still lighter when I woke up.

I have worked the last two nights. And am signed up for tonight and tomorrow. So lots of money on Monday. The bank will love me.

I marked on my calandar all of the Full Moons. I'm going to start celebrating each and everyone of them. I wish I had someone to do it with.

Need to sleep.

Am starting to plan for the Spring Equinox.