Initiated

Portland was wonderful.

It rained and snowed and was beautiful.

Inbolc was wonderful.

I will always remember Imbolc 2008.

Initiation was wonderful.

Official now.

Priestess and Witch.

Got home safe Nikki.

Signed up with a registry. Working for them now. More money and only postpartum.

Drinking alot less. This is very challenging for me. But I'm doing it.

Still hurting, especially without the Jager, but dealing with it.

Joined the gym at the end of January. Have lost a few pounds.

Going to the gym with Royce this morning.

Tyler is changing schools this next week, he will be going to a high school specifically for the arts and the performing arts, with his "major" being piano. It is so wonderful, I walked in and was so jealous. Can I go back to high school again? It looked like the old tv show "Fame" inside. (This is me being very proud of my offspring).

Oh, and if you are reading Mr. Klaus, Tyler is doing EXCEPTIONAL in the public school system. Thanks for the advice and push in the right direction. Really. I'm not being sarcastic - I let go of the anger at Imbolc. Burned it in fact. Gone. And I'm finally happy about the change in Tyler's education. He will do very well there I think. Its good that he's getting in as a freshman, I think its very easy to go straight into a college music program straight from there, and lots of experience in sound stuff, which is probably what Tyler will end up doing. I'm going to send all the kids there as soon as I can, they start at 6th grade. Syd can go now, but there might be a waiting list, so I will get her in as soon as possible. There is photography - with a dark room, ceramics, dance, painting, drawing, every kind of music, a huge performance stage, and every student picks a major with appropriate classes. There are the normal classes that you have to have too. Sydney will do very well there too. All of my children will.

Royce finds out if he is accepted to his school in the next few days. Then it will be 18 months from then on. I'm pretty sure he will get in, but I might have to do a little magick for him too.

He will have 18 months to be an RN, and I am going to work hard in those 18 months, and if I really do it - then I will try to have a career change too. At least a partial one.

I'm gonna be this kinda witch:

Things do feel better after the initiation. I feel like I have to take better care of me, my family and the earth. I promised this, and I have to do it now. Even the small changes I have made so far feel good.