Happy Yule

Day 2 of my long stretch. Still doing no carb. Doing ok on it. Haven't weighed myself. Its been so nice and cool and cloudy here, I hate it that I have to be working. Very nice here. Am excited cause I'm invited to a Christmas Party at Susan's house on the 14th. It should be lots of fun. And then she invited me to come and celebrate Yule with her on the 22nd. We may do some rituals at her place, and celebrate with some others in the community. Sounds exciting. These are my new holidays. My new beliefs. I have one little patient tonight. I had her last night too. I think I will try and get some reading done tonight. Going to research Yule and learn how to celebrate it. I have so many things I need to read. So so many. I should take advantage of all this time at work. I know it won't always be like this.

I told my kids I'm not going to overdo it this year. I'm going to get them some nice things, but I am not going to kill myself over Christmas like I usually do. I'm going to send out cards, but like I did last year, very few. I'm going to do Christmas my way.