Strength

Heather, I got your email this morning.

I was thinking about you yesterday, and this morning when I woke up. When we were in the ED that night I asked for you, that if they saw you to ask you to come see me. I just have this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach that things will be different with us now - that I won't see you anymore and we will lose touch. Its breaking my heart to leave County. I almost can't think about it.

I did post, as you can see. And the really weird part is, in your email you said "I know you will post it when the time is right." You sent your email at 10:22 last night. And I posted at 11:15. We were writing at the same time.

I'll never lose your number. I even still have that little heart shaped note you wrote it on when my dad was dying and I stayed with you.

And yes, we need to go out. And we need to go there.

Love you.