11 Down

I am 172 today. Day 11 and down 11 pounds. I am averaging a pound a day. I know that fast speed will slow down, but it hasn't yet.

And I was so scared to get on the scale today. I laid in bed by Royce this morning and told him I knew I had gained weight and was afraid to see. I was scared because I had a bacon ultimate cheeseburger, no bread of course (I've got to get it in my head that it isn't cheating) and some cauliflower. And alot of water. It seems that that particular burger keeps me full for hours and hours. I didn't eat the rest of the day. I just wasn't hungry. And we went to Bombshells for a little while and I had tequila and a long island. Did you know that there are no carbs in either of those ? (except the little tiny bit of coke which I'm sure isn't even a gram of carbs). I'm lovin it. Thats why I thought for sure I had gained.

I can do this. I AM doing this.

We are getting a new fridge today. Ours wouldn't even close and all the food was warm and went bad fast. It is being delivered today. I am so excited.

(Its hard to type now with these new nails.)

I might even be down 15 pounds by our date on the 17th. That would be 168.

I think I'll put that weight ticker back on. Gotta get it from Stacey's place.