In triage tonight. Listening to music all night. Delilah for awhile. Sometimes its nice in here. My own little space. This paycheck my finances finally caught up with me. In a somewhat emotional coma, my spirit quiet, subdued, tired - just tired - as financial hell explodes all around me, financial hell that came by my own hand. Right now just staying quiet, and on auto-pilot. Will be at work alot. Missing Royce alot tonight. And the kids. Just angry with myself, depressed, and just tired. Losing perspective. Sometimes auto-pilot is just easier.
Still fading.
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one step at a time. that's all we have to keep doing. it will get better. finances here suck as well, but I'm now down 13 pounds so I am holding onto the happy there. hang in there, this will go away and we will get the happiness we deserve. :) nic
E-mail me babe.
I'm just living in the moment. Trying not to worry about the past or the future. Just living like a kid. (Of course the ETOH and marijuana help too!) Love ya and thinking of you! Heather.
Heather, you never cease to make me smile or make me feel better. I need to be more like you.
I need Nikki's peace and Heather's priorities.
Still smiling here in ob triage.
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