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Life SHOULD NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well- preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally WORN out and screaming "WOO HOO - WHAT A RIDE!!!"

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Perfect Love and Perfect Trust

During the down time at work I've been making a conscious effort to read more. Awhile ago I picked up a book at Vision Quest - it is "LLewellyn's 2007 Wicca Almanac - A Guide to Pagan Living." Life is funny. The more I learn and the older I get, the more I realize that everything I was ever taught about Wicca, and other religions, is so completely wrong. I find myself wanting to know more and more, as much as I can. 15 years ago I would never have let a book like that in my house, sight unseen, thinking it was some devil-posessed scripture. Thinking it would posess me and my house and things would start flying around the room. I laugh at myself now. I am finding that it is all about spirituality, and open to all forms of spirituality. Intention, Peace, Balance, Celebration. All of these things. It really is a very beautiful religion. Much more peaceful than christianity. And MUCH MUCH more spitirual. Much more healing. There is that nagging brain-washed part of my brain, that tries to whisper, "you are going to HELL!!!" for even reading it. I can't even logically explain why it bothers me. When that happens, and I keep an open mind, and just read, read without any preconceived ideas, read with a clean slate - it is so beautiful. In fact, in almost every sentence where "the Goddess" is mentioned - if you were to replace "goddess" with "God", it would be an exact replica of my old Sabbath School lessons, or Bible class at Thunderbird. Nothing evil, or violent, or posessed, or of the devil. Almost word for word. Nature, and peace, and love, and balance, and connection. It always amazes me when I realize how many Wiccan ideas and things I already did or embraced in my life, without even realizing it. Before I even knew they existed. Its like I have found my place. I have found something with Wicca that makes me feel home. I just fit. I don't know enough about it to really call myself wiccan yet, but sometimes I feel like it. And it still scares me a little to say it outloud - like I'm going to get struck down by lightning, or that I have just sold my soul to the devil, or signed my lease in hell. Its hard to swallow anything when Judeo-Christianity has been shoved down and stuck in your throat for your whole life. The more removed I am from closed-minded idiots, the more that path seems crazy and angry - and the more all these new ideas that were always taught as "bad" make sense. I guess thats it. Something finally makes sense.

How many wars were started, or people tortured or masacred in the name of the goddess, or to try and make other become Wiccan? Or Buddhist? Or Pagan?

I've read the Bible. That's why I AM an athiest.

My new favorite bumper sticker (from www.cafepress.com) :
"This is a Christian country - thats why there are no homeless people here."

I love it.

The other day I was talking to a friend about energy. Something had happened, a very weird coincidence - she came to tell me that she met a guy at work that is interested in her, and that asked her out. The more she talked, he seemed familiar. It so happens that I grew up literally 2 doors down from him. Weird. Energy. She is very christian. I told her that it was energy and reaffirmed how we should be more open to it, cause it is everywhere and very powerful.

She said to me, and was referring to witchcraft and the such, "Yeah, but someday it will disappoint you."

And my quick reply to that, which she couldn't even find a response to was, "It can't possibly disappoint me anymore than christianity has." All she could do was to smile, and kind of nod in agreement.

I've read the Bible. That's why I AM an athiest.

My new favorite bumper sticker (from www.cafepress.com) :
"This is a Christian country - thats why there are no homeless people here."

I love it.
Thoughts of Fallen Angel at 5:16 AM

4 Comments:

Anonymous said...

I just wanted to tell you, that you are the apple of God's eye. He loves you even if you have decided to go another direction and he will always love you, with unconditional love, the very type of love you have experienced with your children. I'm sorry for what you have seen bearing the title of "Christianity" - it is not. Real christianity will manifest itself as love, joy, peace, longsuffering(patience), gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance, Galations 5:22-23. The type that you feel towards your children...the type that God's son, Jesus, after experiencing it with his father, came to show us, John 7:29. so that we would follow his example, John 13:15. There are many gods in our world to follow, but there is only one that claims to be the "Creator" of all things. The miracle of birth is just a little reminder of the creative power of an Awesome, Loving God. p.s. even though He didn't need to be, Jesus chose to be homeless, Matthew 8:20. This message of love from God was never about money and riches.

4/22/2007 6:30 PM
Royce said...

WoW anonymous you missed the point of the bumper sticker ENTIRELY.
We are one of the richest nations in the world, and the US is predominatly christian. If christianity were such a loving good-willed orginization there would be enough shelters and free clinincs for people who wanted or needed them.

Also I NEVER fail to stop and help somebody when their car is stalled. This is something I have always done, because it totally sucks to be stranded. Yet I will watch hundreds if not thousands of people drive right by totally ignoring their christian brothers or sisters. Often times calling them names even.

The AVERAGE christian in this world is self-serving, haughty, and self-righteous.

On top of the fact we evolved, the "genisis" acount can definativly be proven false.

4/22/2007 10:01 PM
Fallen Angel said...

Dear anonymous - if you truly stand by what you write - you shouldn't be anonymous.

Second - I guess then, in the end, if there is one, god's will love and accept me anyhow, despite the fact that I am wiccan, right?

He will read my heart for what it is, right? If he loves me like I love my children, then I have nothing to worry about.

BTW - you totally missed the point. Once again, christians totally MISS the point. Fuck you.

If you truly stand behind what you say, why can't you state your name?

4/24/2007 12:25 AM
Anonymous said...

Yes, God will love you despite the fact that you are wiccan. That doesn't mean he approves and supports wiccan culture. Hence the voice in your head impressing you not to go that direction. But it is your choice, and love lets go eventually. It never forces you to come back. So, by ignoring the voice, you will eventually no longer hear it anymore. God respects your decision and leaves you alone. That was your choice. If you choose the wiccan way, though it may seem good now, the true character will be releaved when you try to come back to God. This is a supernatural power (not energy), that is opposed to God, and all that God loves, and don't think it will let you go without a fight.

4/24/2007 3:46 AM

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