Ok, Nikki, you have put my cahones in check. I dropped the last name on two of them. Only because I like Sharon. I really do. She doesn't need any hell from this. And because of Mr. L. I'm sure he never wants to speak to me again, but he will always mean alot to me. And what hurts them hurts him. I spoke before I thought. I was just angry when I posted. And Liz's name too. Those of us who matter know who they are anyhow. Now, Mr. Randall Claus can rot in hell and everyone should know his name.

Thank you once again Anonymous, for your wisdom and advice. You seem to be a nice enough person, but you've made your point and I'm not addressing it anymore. Nikki is right. The Bible texts might mean something if I actually believed the bible, but since I don't they are kind of meaningless. How dare you tell me when god will or will not hear me? You are just like everyone else - you think you have all the answers, and that your version is right. Well, fuck you. If God is there he will hear me whenever and however I pray. How dare you tell me he won't.

Please quit trying to save me. I'm sure in 12 years of christian school I have read the bible as many times as you - I don't need quotes. Please stop worrying about me and my children, we will be fine.