Mi MySpace es Su MySpace

So we decided to go to the Breakroom down the street. Obnoxious carioke ( I didn't spell that right), stiff drinks, and a loud rough crowd. Okay, some of the singing was ok. Some of it I needed another drink for. But it was fun. Its a very interracial place, where there are lots of different races, and everyone always gets along. That is probably my favorite thing about it. I had one Long Island and a burger. Yum.


You know, I really am trying to find my way, find peace, embrace the good things, to stay away from negativity and do my own thing. And somehow it just follows me, it buzzes around like a pesky fly. I keep swatting it, and leaving the vacinity, but it always finds me. I leave these people alone, why do they insist on pushing? So out of the blue a couple of days ago I get this message from my brother-in-law on MySpace. Remember that little heated discussion we had about a month ago? (My post about it was on Feb. 13, called "Sinners and Salvia"). Apparently he has recently taken my MySpace apart with a fine toothed comb and decided to write me about it.
Here is my MySpace to refer to: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=68417136

This is the message from John (bad boy gone good and now studying with the Jehovah's Witnesses, mirroring Christ's life):

Do you realize how many pervs are on myspace? (nice bathtub pics of the kids..) You said your mom raised you to be a 7th Day Adventist, my brother was raised to be a Jehovah's Witness, just curious, how do you expect your kids to turn out the way you taught them, when you (and my brother) didn't turn out the way you were taught.. (It's funny how kids grow up) I wish you the best of luck on that cherry red stingray corvette, considering those things are in the stratosphere... and you have 5 kids to raise You said you wanted to meet Jenna Jameson, just curious would you let your children meet her? ( and tell them what she does for a living? anal among other things....) BTW you got "my roycie" listed as #1 but the pic is Brad Pitt... pwned 1 last thing there seemed to be some man hatred in your blogs... mebbe you have poor taste, or mebbe it's just you AND... Tyler and Ryan will be men someday... will you hate on them when they grow up like my man hating mom did to me and my brother? Don't throw stones in glass houses. I took your criticism, and answered honestly. Can you do the same? BTW you said i dont respect women.. I do not respect women that fall under these classes... (FYI) 1. Crackwhores who have crackbabies 2. Prostitutes 3. Drug Addicts 4. Users (losers that need ppl cuz they can't do it on their own) 5. Welfare takers (because they are too lazy to get educated) 6. Irresponsible baby makers (that expect a man to devote their life unconditionally because the female got pregnant, this is a 2 way street, TAKES TWO TO TANGO) 7. Nagging complaining women who wouldn't put up with a nagging complaining man 8. Women who go for the "bad boys" then expect the nice guy to raise their children 9. Control Freaks 10. Any woman who thinks she is superior All people are equal It's bad choices that make them trash. One last thing that you misquoted me on, I said (to Tyler) DO NOT GET INVOLVED WITH SINGLE PREGNANT WOMEN, if you do, which I REALLY DO NOT RECOMMEND, get out before she has the kid... she already made one poor choice, are you gonna be the next? It will cost you sooo much money that you won't be able to pursue your dreams, so if you do get involved with a pregnant woman (a very bad choice) leave before the kid is born, otherwise she will expect you to raise her mistake. And as far as my grammar is concerned, I try to communicate with people on the same level as they are on, if you believe that Tyler and his friends refer to condoms instead of rubbers (when you are not around) you are sorely mistaken. Honestly, I really do not care what life you choose to lead, I wish you the best of luck in your choices. But as I will not ( and have not given you a hard time about the life you choose to lead, nor have I judged you...) I demand that you do not attack my beliefs or choices in life. Golden Rule: Do unto others as you would have them do unto you (As you have done to me, I have done to you also.) BTW Feel free to talk to my kids anytime you want about anything you desire. No matter what their age is. I believe you are an educated woman, and I have no doubt that you have words of wisdom that could benefit their lives. Sincerely, John

This was my response:

John,

I wasn't sure how to message you and go back to your message at the same time. So I decided to email you. Hope this is ok.

In response to what you wrote:

-Yes I know there are pervs out there. They are everywhere. Its not going to prevent me from putting a photograph I love on my site. Nor do I think I have endangered my children by doing so.

-Yes I am not raising my children with religion, the way I was raised. I hope they grow up to treat people with respect and be generous and kind. These are the things I hope to instill in them. And I believe that they will turn out this way and listen to my beliefs because I am loving to them and respect them. My mom did not ever treat me with respect, and often was unkind. This is why I didn't embrace her beliefs as an adult. And if your mom was a man hater and treated her boys like that, she wasn't kind either. Maybe this is why you and Royce do not have her beliefs. Its about how you are treated. Not about rejecting something simply to be different from how you were raised.

-As far as the corvette goes, material things aren't that important to me, but I do love Harley's and Corvettes. I do have 5 children, which are expensive, but I make from $35 to $80 dollars an hour in a profession with extreme job security. My paycheck right before Chrismas was over $9000 take home. So if I want it bad enough, I will work hard for it and have it. I have that power.

-I would love to meet Jenna Jameson. Yes I would tell my children who she is and what she does, and I would let them meet her. Its nothing to be ashamed of. She is intelligent and beautiful. And Tyler already knows who she is. And I'm ok with that.

-"My Royce" is everything to me. He is the sexiest best looking wonderful guy I have ever been with, and the best lover I have ever had. Royce and I both are highly sexual creatures and there are other beautiful people that we are highly attracted to. Brad Pitt along with Johnny Depp, and the rest on my list are fucking hot and beautiful specimans. I am not blind or dead and neither is Royce. And we trust each other completly. Enough said.

-As far as the man bashing goes, I'm not sure what statements you were referring to, but I'm sure I have made statements like that. I know I had poor taste with my ex-husband and with some of the other guys I've been with. And I'm sure part of the problems were my fault. But because of Royce I have learned that men are not evil, like I thought they were, and women are not evil. There are evil people. There are men that cheat and rape and kill and not pay child support, and there are women that abort their babies, smoke crack while they are pregnant, mooch off guys, and murder their children. It is a people thing. There are bad people and good people. Once I realized this, it helped me inside.

-I am raising two children that will be men. I do not hate men, therefore will not hate them when they are adult men. They will always be my babies. I hope I raise them to treat people good, and I hope my girls turn out this way as well.

I am sorry that you have so many issues that you have not dealt with, I am sorry that you were treated badly by your mother, and I am sorry that you are so angry. I have alot of anger too. But I am learning to not be angry and I am finding my place. I am finding peace. But I had to get away from religion to do it.

You obviously have alot of issues with women. I really don't care if you respect us or not. I married Royce, not you. I hope Michelle doesn't turn out to be one of these women, with the specific character traits that you listed. I hope she is someone you can respect, and I hope you both work out all of your problems. I seems like you are.

I was pregnant and single with Ryan. And he was not a "poor choice". He is beautiful and I don't know what I would do without him. I have never expected Royce to be responsible for him or the other three kids. I never expected him to raise my "mistake" as you put it. They are not his children. But Ryan did something to Royce and they are father and son. I had nothing to do with it, but I am very blessed that it happened. And Royce is ecstatic to take Ryan on.

I am sorry things got heated and ridiculous that night. I am sorry that you consider someone questioning your beliefs and disagreeing with them an "attack". I never intended to attack you. I'm sorry it came across like that.

You words in this last message to me could be taken as an attack. Some low blows were attempted. I really don't care what you think about me or any other woman, or my life. Like I said, I married Royce, not you. And I know I got the better brother. You remind me of that everytime I see you. Lots of little things. Even your wife made a comment one time about how I got the good one, how she wished you were like Royce.

There probably won't ever be a chance for me to say anything to your children. I will be staying away. I won't put myself around negativity, or religious insanity, or drama. I've made alot of choices and changes to stay away from those things.


I also have been as honest as I can.

Barb


Enough said. I won't respond again.

PLEASE QUIT TRYING TO EITHER SAVE ME OR ATTACK ME !!!!

Sometimes I just want to live on an island.

Have a nice fucking day everyone.