8 down, 3 to go

This is my 5th night in a row, my 8th 12 hour shift for the pay period. 3 more to go. Hopefully I won't get cancelled. I can't wait till Sunday. I see the kids for a few minutes in the morning if I am lucky, and then before I go to work for a little bit. The same with Royce. I feel very detatched from everyone right now. But I know it is helping us financially, and that is what we need right now. It is kind of empowering. Making this much money. I like being in total control of my situation.

I guess with that freedom also comes the blame when needs aren't met.

More days have gone by without any communication with Mom........................ peace.

I know what Royce got me for Christmas. And I love it.