But it is what is right for me right now. And hopefully right for my family.
We are back. Staying with my mom right now. Fixing the house up. Working. I think I'm ok with the decision. I don't think Royce is. There were lots of reasons. In order to stay, I had to sell the house. Soon. Its not ready to be sold, and I'm not ready to sell it. There were lots of financial reasons. And my mom.
Have to work tonight. Maybe I will write at work if it isn't as busy as it was last night. Babies dropping everywhere.
Mike - I really need to talk to you. If you read this, please contact me. Please email me. I did try to call you. There is something I really need to talk about. If I call you, please talk to me. It is important. I hope you are reading this.
All I can do is work alot and try to give Royce all the other things he wants. I feel its the only other thing I can do other than sell my house.
At the internet cafe. I love Mill Avenue. I could so just become one of the fixures here. I'm so ok here. Even just driving through or spending a little time here helps.
Been doing more meditation lately. Even if its just for a few minutes. And have gotten back on a healthy living plan.
I would love to hear from all and any of you out there.
Need to learn how to breathe in the midst of caos.
4 Comments:
sweetie, i, for one, admire your decision and the courage you have for making that decision.
you are an amazing person, and i believe that you are doing what you NEED to do.
you are unselfish and loving.
who the hell would be disappointed in you?
It is not about disappointing people.
It is about trusting your judgement.
You made an unselfish decision.
You need to trust it.
There are always other houses to buy. This is temporary solution you just need to remind yourself of that. Save the money, get into a better financial position and then step out on your own again.
Even computers need to reboot.
I doubt I could say it better than the 2 of them.
You do what is best for you and that's what counts.
Take care of you.
We ALL need to learn how to breathe in the midst of chaos. If you learn how, teach me. :O)
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