And I quote,
"Accept, accept,accept! Accept that there are some things, some people, some past events, some situations, that I am NEVER .. EVER going to be able to make logical sense of, sometimes there is no larger meaning, sometimes things just suck. Accept it, move on."
Life is fucked up. Wrong things are right, and right things are wrong. I don't think it will ever make sense to me. All tears are good for is getting my face wet and making me look stupid. And walls are for keeping safe. You can't feel pain if you are numb. Then it has no power.
Maybe that is my answer.
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I think I have tried for a long time to make things make sense and the more I do that the more frustrated and angry I get. That's why I say we have to keep questioning. Because it won't make sense. It's the acceptance I'm grappling with.
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I feel your pain.
Acceptance. Such a painful drastic and time consuming, brain hurting heart crushing word. IT SUCKS!
I have to do the same, accept what my past has done to me, be in not for my past, i wouldn't be who I am today...
There is too much suckability in this life. Each of us have things written into the pages of our lives that we would NEVER have chosen. Often those who are supposed to "have it all together" are the ones that hurt you most, while the ones who are most "screwed up" seem to know how to love you. Ironic isn't it?!
Shellibells is right though, if not for the past we know, we wouldn't be who we are. I feel stronger for what I've been through.
Tears are cleansing. They don't provide the answer, but they release negative energy. Prayer is therapeutic for me because I still believe there is Someone out there who is hearing me and seeing the crap I have to put up with sometimes.
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