" and grew -
and grew until his ceiling hung with vines
and the walls became the world all around "

I passed!!!!
Got 96% on the test, missed one question.
It actually made some sense this time. I might actually be able to save someone.

Nikki, I'm still getting the box ready. Wrote your card during lunchbreak at class today.

We went to the Breakroom after class. Its the little neighborhood bar down the street. Royce and I would really like to own a bar someday. Royce is totally serious about it. I think it would be the funnest thing. We talk about it alot. Actually, we'd like to own a strip club. I would feel like Heidi Fleiss - lol. Maybe the bar first. We were talking to Paul the owner. A liquor lisence here costs about $100,000. He says he makes alot of money though. We're going to start working on getting us there. And moving to a better neighborhood, a nicer house for the kids. A house that "we" started and got together. I love my house here. But it would be nice to have a newer house in a better part of town.

I need to stop limiting myself with my own insecurities. I can have the house I want and the bar and the body and the mindset. Other people do it all the time.

Put my yoga video on tonight. Actually really excited about it. It is very beginners. And looks like exactly what I need right now. Might try a little tonight.

I'm trying something. I'm going to drink two different teas everyday. St. John's Wort for mood, and female toner for my pain. I'm going to see if they make any difference in how I feel and with my period.

I feel very grounded and even today. But having pain. Probably from running yesterday. Gave it a rest today. But I will continue. It will not beat me.

I've been very introspective and spiritual lately. But I still have that twisted sense of humor. Don't fear, it is still there. Things make me laugh that make other people cringe.

The older I get the funnier The Simpson's get.
And I used to think Southpark was evil. Now I snicker.
And The Bundy's always made me laugh outloud.
Happy Bunny. Fucking Hilarious. Makes me almost pee.

If these things also make you laugh, and I know those of you I'm talking to, my sick and twisted friends, here is a site you will want to visit. http://gbehh.com/cards/index_cards.html
These are actual e-cards you can send people.

Go ahead. You know you want to laugh.