The concert was awesome. Oh My God. He is so beautiful. It was so good. They did Dream On, and Livin on the Edge, and Last Child, and Back in the Saddle, and Walk this Way. And they sound so good live. You know how some people really suck live? All flat and raspy and everything? They sounded as good as they do on any of their albums. Oh my God. And can I just say that I grossly underestimated Mr. Joe Perry. He is fuckin hot too. The guy is ripped, cut, beautiful abs. They are both so beautiful. And they all put on such a great show. I can't even describe how it was when they first came out. It was surreal. And Lenny Kravitz was just an appetizer. He is beautiful too. And very cool. Before he got done, he totally went out into the crowd, made a circle around the lower level, and just talked to people. Shook hands, patted people on their backs, gave fives. Talked to them. Connected with them. And he is so fuckin hot too. I milked a margarita the whole show. Had 3 shots prior to the show at Monica's though. It was so good. Worth every penny that I paid for the ticket. I must go to concerts more often. Note to self. Oh yeah, and they did Cryin. I love the words to that song. And Crazy. Its just so weird to be that physically close to someone like that. Someone I've listened to for so long. And God is he beautiful. I know he is 58, but he is still fucking hot. I just wanted to touch him. Thats all. Just one little touch. I swear to god I felt like one of those silly girls at those old Beatles concerts, you know the ones who scream, and cry, and faint? I felt like I needed a cigarette after the concert. Yeah..................................... . Was it good for you? It was good for me. I really wanted them to sing Pink and What it Takes, though. I really needed to go. It was good for me. And with all of us girls it was so much fun. I had little pregnant Holly next to me during Lenny Kravitz yelling, "I wanna have sex with you!!!!!!!!" down to him. I was dying. I think Jason and Royce both know we love them to pieces, and we know we are very lucky to have them. Like Dawn told her boyfriend Eddie, Steven Tyler is responsible for all the good love you are getting. Not true in my case, but funny. Ok, maybe just a little. There were alot of kids there too, surprised me. With their parents. Can you see my mom, any of you who know my mom, and see her rocking out with me at an Aerosmith concert? I would have loved to take Tyler. I'm still in orgasmic bliss thinking about the concert. So good. And yes I wore my fishnets, and my micro- mini, and my lace up boots. The boots gotta go. Cute, but fucking painful. Must invent comfortable- black- leather- lace-up-bondage/Victorian style-high heel- "fuck- me" boots. I'll be rich.

You wanna know something I learned? Fishnet stockings don't run when you wear them bare feet. Even if you wear them barefeet through the rocky parking lot of an Aerosmith concert on the way to the car cause you can't wear your lace up fuck- me boots any longer cause your feet will start bleeding out if you don't take them off half way there. Not one run. Next time I need the ones that have the black line up the back of the leg.

Wanna know something else I learned? Security personel at the concert are not scared by guns, or drugs, or hidden alcohol, or weapons, or a shoe bomb, or by the guy with the Turbin and the suspicious package. They are completely intimidated by tampons. They gave the girl in front of me a hard time because she was bringing in a cell phone. I went through, said all I had was a tampon in my purse as I waved it at them, and there were no further questions. They were like, - "Okay, you can go - just go. Too much information." There ya go Bin Laden. You've been going about this all wrong.

The concert was awesome. Thank you Royce for watching the kids, and offering to watch Valerie's. I love you. I had a wonderful time. Thank you for helping me be able to go. You will be repaid. Its my good week, remember? If I am your California, you are my StevenTyler.

And Steven - you are beautiful. You are god and I not worthy.

Just finished my 3rd 12 hour night shift in a row. And have to go back tonight.

Time to Dream On.

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Monica, my heart is with you. I am so sorry. I know you probably won't see this, but anything you need. Anything. All of us are so very sorry. I don't even know how to relate to where you are right now, but I know it is a horrible place. We all love you are work. We are with you in spirit. We are all thinking about you. And crying for you. Nothing we say can help. Or change anything. All I can say is that I am so very sorry. Please know that we are thinking about you. I learned about your Valentine's present. I just wanted to cry.

Anything you need, we are here for you.

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Time to Dream On.