Okay, proud of myself. That jello day the other day? You know when I didn't want to do anything? I actually ate good all day, got all the couches cleaned under, and ran a mile with Shadow, and then put myself on call at work, and went to work at 11 pm and made on-call pay. I actually got off my butt. So that was good.

Am at work right now. You know, I am so spoiled at this hospital sometimes. When you think of County Hospital, one does not usually think of it being a "spoiled" atmosphere. But as far as patients go, I am so spoiled. We have the absolute nicest patients here. That's probably why I like working here. They are always so appreciative and pleasant. I remember working at Scottsdale North. OH MY GOD. I didn't go to nursing school to be a maid or a waitress. The brown-nosing that goes on there - something I'm not very good at. And the staff were more nauseating than the patients. That's the kind of job I call a stepping stone. It got me here. And this is definately where I belong. I've seen some of the strongest women here. Most are all so self-sufficient, and so grateful for everything. I can't imagine working with a different population (aka: whiny white rich people). I've been so spoiled for so long. And there are so many times when I leave work, realizing how good my life is. How much I have to be thankful for.

Heather told me tonight about a website. Very Interesting. www.Hedonism.com. Apparently she has booked a vacation. Something I think Royce and I will have to look into. Somehow I think he'll be ok with that. Maybe we will try and go at the same time Heather and her husband go - she said in July. I love Heather. She's one of those people that always make me feel better after I've been around her. In alot of ways we are very kindred spirits. I wish I got to work with her more often. So I'll have to check it out.

Have to be at work for the next 3 nights. Yuk.

Okay, I finally think that Angelina might be pregnant. Good for her. And Brad's adopting her other two kids. What lucky kids. I still think people should just leave her alone. But if she is, I'm happy for her. I love her too. Another kindred spirit. I understand her. And she is SO beautiful.