Hogwarts

So I'm down 30 pounds - it fluctuates, but basically 30. Working on the next 5 for 35. Trying hard to stay on no carbs, screwing up some, but its working. And I got my ass back to the gym last night. It feels good. I just get very impatient with the speed, knowing its fast as it is, but I want immediate results. This has been my biggest enemy. So I will try to be more patient. I'm going to try and go to the gym everyday. Its so hot here I can't even go for a walk outside. Its ridiculous.

I bought an air conditioner for the living room. This was a good choice. And one step closer to having the house what it should be. Thanks to all of you for the nice comments. Its great to hear from you Steph. And Heather. I would love to have a little Housewarming party. I can't even imagine that right now, I am so far away from that. Stressing at even the thought. But moving forward. Remember my little Goddess Party Heather? Good times.

A few years ago when the very last released (but actually the 3rd in the series) Star Wars movie came out, we watched all the previous five movies the night before, then went to the theater the next day to see the last one, our little Star Wars Party. And in a couple of weeks we are going to do this again - and have a Harry Potter Party. On July 14th we will stay up and watch all the previous movies (on our awesome 7.5 surround sound) and then go to the theater the next day, the 15th, and see The Half Blood Prince. I am so excited. I love Harry Potter so much. We will have to start early.

I still go to Murphy's. Haven't been drinking, but will go there for lunch or to play pool. Old habits are hard to break. On the wall it has a count-down until next St. Patrick's Day. The celebration of my Year. I have 259 days left. 113 days sober. Its getting easier.

A few people have asked if I have lost any weight. I need a little more for it to be really obvious I guess. When I think about how heavy I was - I totally gross myself out. It should never have gotten that way. Poor Royce.

I can still hear Karl doing his perfect impression of Michael Jackson. He used to sound EXACTLY like him, believe it or not. I've had "Hey Baby Baby with the high heels on........" in my head for the last few days. Great song.

Steph, Nikki and Heather, I wish you all could be with me on St. Patrick's 2010.