Royce and I have been together - almost inseperably - for 5 years.
For the last week I've been getting ready to live alone again - kind of.
Royce starts school on the 25th. He will be moving into an apartment on the other side of town,right across from his school and staying there 5 nights a week. We both decided this was the best thing, the best thing if he is going to be successful in school. If he didn't do this, he would have to leave at 5:30 every morning, and have a 4 hour commute each day - 2 hours each way in obnoxious Phoenix traffic. This eliminates $$$ in gas, possibly running out of gas and missing school, any car problems, and will give him 4 more hours a day to study. This is the best thing. But in the last few days it has kind of hit me and I've been really depressed about it. I'm not used to being away from him. I've been cleaning today, figuring out which stuff he is taking, and which stuff he is not. Its kind of depressing.
Painting my room today. It so needs it.
I joined a Yoga class last week and will go tomorrow night. I love it.
Maybe we can go to Murphy's tonight a little.
**sigh**
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Yeah babe, I hate the thought of being removed from you and the kids. Hate it.
You and I know how close to failure we came when I was going for my CNA because of the distance and lack of gas money. One more week of that crap and I would have failed.
A year and a half will fly by and then I can do so much more for our family. That is the only reason I can do this, cause all of you will have better lives if I do this.
One mile away or a thousand, 5 days gone from you or 500, I will do what it takes to provide for you and the kids better than I have.
I will be the man that walks 500 miles just to walk 500 more next to you.
Love you babe with all my heart, you deserve everything I can give.
P.S. I'm a little depreesed to though............
What a man! :o)H
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