I'm starting day 3 of the Master Cleanse.
And I am just finishing day one of another 7 nightshifts in a row.
( I know, what was I thinking, trying to do this when I work)
Hunger is going away. Still cramping when I drink the tea. Felt kind of wiped at work, but it is my first day back. Got kind of sick at work actually. No tea today. They even had pizza at work and I didn't give in. Rode my bike to work. That probably contributed to the wiped feeling. Going to ride it home this morning. Royce drove ahead of me with my purse and bag, and waited out in front of work till I got there, so I wouldn't have to carry my stuff with me on the ride. He said he is going to buy me a backpack today. I love him.
Its amazing how that "what you focus on becomes your reality" thing. As you know, I've been doing a cleaning of myself. Looking inward, learning how to be positive, learning to focus my energy on different things, removing negativity. I've been in this frame of mind for about 3 days. Purging.
Yesterday - two things happened. Out of the blue, contact from a friend, one of my best friends, that I thought I had lost forever. I cried. I thought we would never talk again. And unexpectedly some healing. Secondly, while in Target, someone that I pass calls out my name, "Hi Barb". More healing. A childhood friend who I grew up with in the neighborhood, who I had kind of had a falling out with a few years ago. We stood in the middle of the aisle and talked and remembered good things, like nothing bad had ever happened, but both of us knowing well that it had. Forgiveness. Healing. Reconnection. Two times unexpectedly in one day.
It was a good day.
Monday, January 08, 2007
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I'm sitting in the internet cafe and there is someone eating a grilled cheese next to me,
I'm about to kill him for the sandwich......
Not really "I shall resist" ( ala Jauque on Finding Nemo ).
Love you hon, glad you like the bike, se ya tonight when you wake up!!
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